Better late than never, I guess.
I finally decided to create a space to write. Which is ironic, considering we’re living in a time where nobody really reads anymore.
But at some point, you stop caring about that.
Not in a detached, “I don’t care about people” kind of way (ok, maybe a little), but in the sense that you stop letting validation decide what’s worth doing. And that’s fucking liberating, ‘cause you can do whatever you want, regardless from the social pressure.
Anyways, this first blog post isn’t really an introduction. It’s just about understanding how I ended up here—and where this is going. So I’ll start with something simple: Why. Why I started photography. And why I’m still here, building Karloclicks.
I wish I could say it started with passion. Or that it felt like a calling. It didn’t. The truth is that I don’t have a nice story to say how it all started.
It just happened.
It happened when I was just stuck in life, in a frame that wasn’t mine anymore. And the worst part is, I didn’t even know it. Somewhere in that mess, something clicked. (pun not intended)
I started going out at night. Alone. No destination. Just a camera in my hand and something unresolved in my chest. I wasn’t looking for photos. I was looking for words I didn’t know how to say.
Deep blacks.
Moody blues.
In the process, color grading became as important as taking the shot. The image wasn’t enough. It had to feel like something. My photos became a digital canvas. My Instagram… more of an emotional dump than a portfolio.
That’s when I realized I wasn’t documenting the world. I was just processing my internal chaos. Every shot carried something I never said out loud—things I avoided, parts of myself I didn’t confront.
Photography gave me a way to express all of that, and to understand it better.
At some point, I stopped just taking photos. I started building something with it. Not out of ambition—at least, not at the beginning. It felt more like necessity. I needed something to get my life together with. Something with structure. Direction. I didn’t want to feel stuck and lost anymore.
So I made a plan. Not a perfect one—just enough to get started. That’s how the book RAW came along. And lucky for me, I always wanted to write. Since I first read Charles Bukowski at fifteen. Back then, I didn’t have a story. Now I do.
From there, things started stacking up.
The website.
The presets.
The webshop.
Piece by piece, I was building something—and rebuilding myself at the same time.
Discipline didn’t come naturally—and neither did purpose. But somewhere along the way, they started to show up. Not perfectly. But enough. And yeah… I kinda made it. Not in the way people think. But in the sense that I’m no longer where I used to be. And that’s enough for now.
Fuck me, what a ride.
This blog won’t be about photography in the technical sense. No tutorials. No settings. Unless someone really asks for it. This is more about what sits behind the image, out of the frame—life, perception, expression.
The things you don’t see, but somehow feel. And Karloclicks… that’s just part of the process. A way to keep pushing forward and be honest with myself.
Many of you have written to me—telling me my work meant something to you, and that it pushed you to start and explore photography more deeply.
I don’t take that lightly. And if this turns into anything, it’s also thanks to you! 🙂
I think this is it for the first blog post. I feel like I run out of things to say, and I don’t want to push it.
I’ll see you next
Wow! Really so inspiring! Thank you for sharing this, it’s always intresting to know what’s behind person’s photography. I’m always curious about WHY person decide to take one or another picture, WHY they decide to compose it this way, WHY this color grading. What thoughts, feelings, mindset, story behind all this.
Congratulations on your first blog post! Keep it up with your fantastic art! You truly make a difference with your works and everything you do!